Looking at my ever growing -TO DO List..............It now becomes divided into two categories.  The First is MUST be done and the second is Want to Work on.   The duties and responsibility of raising children, running a home, tending to partner is sometimes honestly the least appreciated of any jobs by most.  Including those that you raising or tending to.   But it is my time and energy that I extend and sacrifice to do these things..........so I began a quest.  That quest was seeking out the most appropriate Goddess of Time and Multi-tasking.   


 Hence step forward Goddess Kali the Hindu "Dark Mother Goddess".  She  is represented as fearsome to behold.  With 4 arms often one holding a sword and one holding the head of the demon she has just slayed.  Her other two arms are to receive and bless her children and followers.   Her three eyes representing past, present, and future for her name alone is time.  It is Kali who devours Kala (Sanskrit for Time) and now it is Kali who gives it her own form.


Despite her appearance and sometimes actions -she is also embraced as a very nurturing compassionate Mother to those who seek her.   She shares a most loving and intimate bond with those who seek her in her role of Mother. 

My child, you need not know much in order to please Me.
Only Love Me dearly.
Speak to me, as you would talk to your mother,
if she had taken you in her arms." 

So I think in regards to trying to fulfill all my duties and roles -I shall ask for assistance from Kali.  Allow me two arms to embrace by family and two more for the tasks that I need and want to do.  I ask for her assistance in regards to time and taking care of all my duties including those that I have given to myself.

I also invite anyone else to explore and come to know The Mother Goddess that is Kali.



additional source By Subhamoy Das, About.com Guide

The Witch

She walks in beauty, like the night,
of cloudless climes and starry skies:
And all that's best of dark and light
Meet in her aspect and her eyes.

George noel Gordon, Lord Byron __________________

Thoughts to share.....of course these are my thoughts.   I do not pretend to have "all the answers".  I simply have my own answers.  These are my personal truths and they do change and grow just as I do.  Always evolving....


Is there power in  a word?  Yes, absolutely.  It is the power that I give the words.  Keep in mind that I am not so crazy to think that elected leaders and national leaders words have only the power that I give them.   It is their words and actions that set the wheels of motion of the world into gear.  So yes those words affect us all -as the World is all connected and we all feel the effects of what goes on.   But, the words I am really reflecting on are those from my surrounding units.  I have spent a lifetime hiding my insecurities -not allowing many to know that their words have hurt me.  Very aware and consciously, I chose my own words, to best describe my intents.  I have given power to many words -especially those insecurity words that have clung to my subconsciousness for so long.  It is my intent to rid those words of their root and the power that I have given them.  I am going to take that power away from them and give it back to myself.  This blog is a step towards that.  Here I speak my words truthfully as I can.  I will not hiding behind comfort zones or insecurities any longer.  This is a small but huge step for me all at the same time...........I will empower my words and my voice and I will not empower those words intended to hurt or hold me back any longer.

Merry Meet and Blessings

As the year has cycled, I find myself at both the end and the beginning.  A refreshing and yet sad time as well.  I am honestly a creature of habit and I find that I tend to greet each new beginning with some hesitation and anxiety.  But I am really changing that.  As with proof of this blog start to go hand in hand with me on a new year within the cycle as I continue my path.  I will embrace this new start smiling and excited as I let go of unfound un -necessary fears.  I realize that it is me who holds me back -out of insecurity.  I release these insecurities and will use their void space as for more room to grow in love and light.  So New Year, I bid thee Welcome !!!!!!!!